holo diary 6-oh no.

dear mr. diary,
oh no.oh no.what have i done?why is my life so hard?why love never goes smoothly?why?tell me why.WHY!?
tonight i had my secret meeting with Quinlan Vos.after we have exchanged our information,Quinlan Vos suggested(damn this damnable suggestion!)practising our lightsaber move.i said okay(damnable okay!)and we started.we had fun.yeah we HAD fun.it's a long time since my last practice with Quinlan Vos and i really missed it.we did our best and of course,i won.i threw his lightsaber away with force.Quinlan Vos ended up laying on the floor and i stood on him.i deactive my lightsaber and grinned.then,that damnable Quinlan Vos kicked my leg and i fell on him.right ON him. we did that a lot when we were padawans,so we hugged and laughed and felt nothing wrong.at that damnable time,typho rushed in(that damnable door lock!)and shouted 'siri i've got-'and freezed.then i know something went wrong.TOTALLY wrong.typho ran away with wide eyes and i chased after him.i've never run so fast.not even kenobi and ferus were in danger.but he had disappeared into the dark.forever,forever and ever......